I am the type of person who typically quits everything I start. I am very predictable because of that fact. However, I am only human so who can blame me, AND I am a woman, which makes my emotions flare so I blame that for my indecisiveness. For example, in the mornings it takes me a minute to decide which coffee mug to use, and what to pack for lunch, and don't even get me started on how long it takes me to pick out an outfit or decide how to fix my hair. Lord bless my husband for putting up with the piles and piles of clothes that I have decided don't fit, are too wrinkled, are the wrong color for my complexion, or have an ink stain the size of an ant on that cause me to toss them aside in the mornings. At least I know I have a hard time making decisions and sticking with them. Every big decision I have made in my life I have backed out on and now looking back I tend to smack myself in the face for giving up so easily on myself.
The reason I bring this all up is because I am in a season of change. I have decided to go back to college (changing my major for the umpteenth time). But this time is different! I am motivated to finally accomplish something meaningful in my life. I don't want to continue to look back and wonder why I didn't believe in myself. Nate has truly been a blessing in this indecisive time of my life and he has really helped me sort myself out. Please pray that I would be successful in going back to school and working full time and that the Lord would provide strength, sanity, and funds for Nate and I both to go to school at the same time.
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